depression*

Is a result of being thwarted in various areas of your life.  I think that medicating it is a waste of time because therapy and anti-depressants are likely as expensive as working out ways to sublimate the depression*

No one is perfect though.

all I want is my bedroom's worth of things - video editing/music equipment and an ability to maintain the relationships I fostered outside of them. I know that I should be sensitive to their wants and needs or whatever, but they kept saying I didn't need to work when I clearly did so... even? Please help.