I miss my dog.
check out: www.scourtos.com (that's where videos and large art stuff that I did from 08'-10') Also, I have naturally straight hair.
bidet...
I want to see the DIY venue with a bidet to save on toilet paper... @ 99cents a role, that's a commitment to longevity...
still not in top shape - shocking.
would love to be less drowsy and on my own...
p.s. my neighbor was playing Carmen yesterday, but the only thing I could think of was the south park contortionist episode…
good exchange
to be clear -
(I really didn't mean to say that as a negative thing - it can be social WD40)
[H]ACK! the Life, con't, from the depths of debt.
small, I need to put real dimensions on my site again... slacking.
FIRST WORLD INSANITY!
f*cking banks offering me bigger lines of credit - this should be death penalty punishable. I AM IN DEBT AND HAVE ASKED YOU FOR A JOB, how do you have the balls to offer me more credit when I have EXPLICITLY explained that I am unable to afford this. you won't hire me, WHY WOULD SOMEONE ELSE?!?
is there porn set to this?
I think porn in general is cruel, but this would be added cruelty...
taking so long
taking so long
typing...
It is really frustrating not to not be able to type at the speed of speech. You can say that it's just a matter of practice, and in many ways it is, but, at the same time, typing involves a mindfulness to grammar at the same time as regular thinking - I hear music and not voices in my head, but something must be going on in order for me to translate the need for a comma into the action while typing my stream of consciousness - another question I have re: the concept of schizophrenia...
surprisingly not terrible drum sample sound
though it makes the replacements sound like tinny garbage...
crying...
it make me cry when a sound is ALMOST the one I remember, but not quite. It's an ineffable missing.
My mind is wandering to the most mindless of places...
The phrase "Trophy Son" came up - I want to meet the gay son who spends his whole life wondering why no millionaire will pay him to walk around in a blonde wig and dress all day. It's the inverse of me being BAFFLED that no one will pay me to dress like a no-wave rocker and do office work.
on being old...
getting old is intense, esp when you feel like all your life experience amounted to was little more than being better able to express how much you have not enjoyed being you. That is what turning 29 has taught me. still, there are many people I would like to be less...
boo to immigration
create american jobs in foreign policy and outreach, don't encourage immigration and strain the tax system. PERIOD.
I miss...
I miss brooklyn until I hear mediocre hiphop blasting from a car window and remember that I miss a personal income and privacy with public transportation...
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